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Friday, May 14, 2010 reject feeling utterly disgusted with oneself. physically fat. fat and flabby. physically like a sloth. stamina like shit. mentally unstable. mentally dumber. i can feel myself going the other way, thoughts going into a whirl of morbid self torture that defies my values. news today. at least, told, better than nothing. i am just feeling tired, most likely trying to escape from reality. maybe this is a sign to tell me to get my ass moving. to work hard. to strive forward in the non-norm. cause i have been taking things smoothly? i was wrong all along, from the very beginning? but i didn't regret about what i did, but on what i didn't do. wrong turns, another wrong turn. when will i see the happy ending?